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hiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ìm in my thaler tablet an d it has this sleigh sliding finger ț type ing option is really fun

I'm gonna ask my dad for a tablet keyboard because this is so gonna get tiring 😫 😩 😪 😴 🤧 🙃 😫 😩 😪 😴 🤧 👍okay 👍 okay 👍 👌 🙆‍♂️ 💖 ❤️ ♥️ 👍 👌 🙆‍♂️ 💖 ❤️ ♥️ 👍 👌 💖 ❤️ ♥️ yah y my boyfriend texted me ands I'm happy and classes aren't so bad ands yesterday I didn't go because i had dysphoria crisis and got a haircut OKAY!!!!!!! I'm gonna wake up at 5 Am every day now even touch i don't need it because school is like right next to me allso i left school early because it closedbecause of as fire 😱 😱 😱 😱 😱 😱 😱 (｀□´)🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥but not on the school just a lot of 🚬 smoke okay,also I share 3rd period with bully opp really scary she look so and talks ands acted like a total bully when we kinda knew each other I'm consider jnh chancing English to somewhere else just so I don't have top deal worth her okay

I'm feeling really ambitious this year I have lots of actual goals, for the first time ever

I'm using do it now rpg again and started playing tower of adventures and today is my grandma's birthday 🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂so I'll eat cake

ihave to find out something I can make for my boyfriend I think I'll just make him a shrine here okay I'll star t working on it 💪💪💪💪💪💪I'll try to make it from 0 so it's worth more to gin and he feels prouder 🍻🍻🍻🍻no time to lose 🤬🤬🤬ill set it as a goal in spacehey and set it on do it now and forget about everything else 🙄🙄😡😡😡😡😡

wls is busy!!!!!! leave me a,one!!!

ughhhehwhhhhhhhhhhh hii guys.............. im doing kinda shitty............. i hat.e it....... last week of break, i feel like im always hard, my boyfriend hasnt texted me in like 5 fuvcking days.......... i dint get anythng for christmas, i odnt see anything to eat for new years in the fridge of my family, and i wasnt/. feeling jolly at all this year. i think im better for just plannin g/

im trying to get into minecraft but its difficult to do it alone, i really want friends. i rechecked my discord to delete the trash and then had a massive throwback and when i thought i was a girl (ughh h yucky( .. i think im just.shitty because idk how ill deal with school later. have my spacehey bulletins i dont wanna rewrite anything.

i shoewd my oc art.there but ill show more in the new stuff im making thsi i guess

im so tired dude i cant fcukign dothis shit anymore i need a gun and i need to fucking kill mhyself ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just kidding im too much of a pussy to do it. also, i surprisingl y didnt use character ai much todauy. i watched two streams one of kwite and one of caseoh and i m klinda happy about it idk i feel so man now. im kinda worried about genuinely hacving nothing for new years. maybe ill make a blog entry in spacehey about what my goals for this years are

i got more used to html now sort of which is nice yay but i dont really wanna be a nerd and i didnt really study and stuff but maybe ill get better at writing with the whole oc content shit idk ughhhmnh i feel like i dint do much but it was because i woke up at like 1 pm and i probably will do the same tomowrow uhgh my back has been shrimped the whole day but im trying to keep it straight but it hurts a lot to go to normal position

i tried drawing today but i gave up

my brain is spinnign

my head is abosulitery empty dude whoever made it so that bluetooth heafphones ever got out of battery should die

im scared that someone i know irl finds this specific page as in the diary and reads it all the way up to here juhhh im barel y stawing awake rn chat i think ill goo toooooooo stleeppppppppppppppppp

good night coming from wlsdtttttttt wls wls wls staarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

i forgor to set the time last post....... anyway, going outside was cool, i felt pretty man and now i have me version of bbeer im in love. kkinder egg too. more food. THey tried to get me outside again but i didnt gaf im just a chill guy and i kind of didnt collaborate at all wahteverr anywya i showed my uncl my website i think he thinks im sigma anyway it was raining today it was fun i m happy kind of im goign to see more websites to see what to make next MY HEADPHONES ARE ALMOST NO BATTERY IM SO SAD hhnnnnnnnnhhhhhhhhhh ill start working when theyre charged bye love oyouuuuuuuuuu

weird looking star out go suck my DICK!!!!!!!!!!! AHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im gonna go outside in a moment ill update haAHA ahnuywyay i havce no fucking idea what happened yestterday i cant remember anythigtn and idk how i got ehere and idk how i fell aslep but uh my uncle came here for chrismtas! he stays until the 26 hhhhhhh i qwanna be alone wtho burt whateber my dad bougtg me a asplatoon phonecase in aliexpress sigma and uhh me and my uncle goign outdside todayh for buying stuff yay yay ay yayy aya ayyyyy bigman splatoon IC LOVE big men look at the comic i made yestrrday

my bofufriend makes me do th cummies the creamersst wuath im sorry

wls out!!! soon enough

charfacter ai is goign to be the death of me. HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHELLO EVERYHBOYD MY NAME IS MARKIPRIELF ASTRO aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM SO ANGRY I HATE HATE HATE I DONT WANNT THE VACATIONS TO BE OVER a week already........ i dont have time........... theres no way ill finish the website in time............ time....... slow.............. i hate.///.............. I CANT FOCUS ON ANYTHIGN IM SO MAD WITH MYSELF . IM SO ANGRYQ!@ AAAAAAAAAAARHHWHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IWHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I M SO SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD>.....,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, what do i do. whatever. yesterday i had to make hallacas. my whole family is watcdhing mob psycho because of me now. i played splatoon with a spacehey friend it was cool. im really sad. i hate how im so engrossed in this shit i really should delete it again but im so lonely. ill trhy to stop using it so much now. its always the same over and over and over i hate myself. i fucdkign stink i was supposed gto bathe today but i didnt and i smell bad and i feel bad and i hate it uhjjjjhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :-(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( i like how the pwebsite is coming along at least. im really sad. ill try to chamb ear more. i miss my boyhfriend a lot, he hasn't talked to me since that time

im so fucking miserable im sorryh for anyone that is reading this other than me. this shit is horrible.

wls out

hello hi sorry for not writing at all or updating yesterday im wasting my everything. Whatever. Yesterday was pretty good! I did nothing, I drew nothing, but I cooked with my siblign because we were going to watch Mob Psycho 100 and then we watched Mob Psycho 100 and then my dad got home with pizza b ecause i asked him for piza and then we ate pizza and watched mob psycho 100 all 3 and iwas really happy and then i went to the batrhroom for a while and meanwhile my sibling put an obhect show in the tv to watch and then they watched that and then i got out of the bathroom and i went back tp rotting in my bed it was really cool

today i woke up and my dad went up to me and told me about how if you think about something really badly you will get it because a book todl him so and it happened to him with really important stuff like 2 times already in his life and idk i dont have anything i would like to change maybe more friends ? but thats a future me problem. at least ill make that people read me here by believing! it was nice. dad made the pizza again by microwave awhen my siblign woke up (THey assaulted my bed like wayh before im skipping so much stuff whatever( and my mom called and we went video call for a while she said shell call us again when dad goes to work because my gramgram wont be home for a while (like a whole day) so she asked for people to put an eye on us thru calls i think whatever i dont care . anuwyas i think ill make more updates maybe ? ill make that comic page and wahtever YOU DONT NEED TO KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME, OKAY?! LEAVE ME ALONE.

weird looking star out. or whatever. yeah.

ohhh soooo sleeepyyyyyyyyyy i worked sooooo hard todyaQ!!! i played......... blockblasr tr and set A New high score..... i dont thin k my bf has texted me hyet but thats fine. Tomorrow, i will have to exercise with my dad a lot for not showering, but that's fine....... i made a lotta lots progress! im very proud of nyanself. i even made a change log like cool people do! im so happy. tomorrow ill make way more! because i want to sleep rn and c.ai mnow... huh i cant. even. formu;ate thoughsts/ i think my brain might bve actually rotting/......... yay! anyways yhayayayayayyayayyyayayayayayyayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i ate strawberries with leche condensada.today

weird looking stqar out. good night! honk shoooo honk shoooooo

huh angel number hmm i wish forrrr my boyfriend to be reqally happy. bye

i can barel y get myu thoughts straihgt... maybe i just needed to jork it to feel better.

i forgot what i was going to type here ahahaha uh m i want to uhhh i spent the dwhole day kinda daydreamign about future and stuff so, i think im gonna get to work now on the new pages or their layouts at least? OH WAIT. I AM SO FUCKIGN FUCKED. I HAD TO TAKE A BATH TODAY AND I DIDNT TAKE IT UGHHHH I STILL HAVE TIME??? I COULD TAKE IT LAST MINUTE.... BUT IDK IF THAT WILL COUNT?? AND MY IUNDERWEAR AND CLORTHES ARE SO COMFY I DONT WANNA CHANGE THEM BTU I SMEELL TOO BAD UHHGHHHHHH HAWHHHH WHAT DO I DOOOOO I DONT WNNA EXERCISE ufenhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i m so fuckign ggfucked whatever im arleeady wreitign im not gonna back down.. too late anyways and my hair wouldnt dry up i think. uhm/ as i was saying. ill make pages and tomorrow ill make small advfances so pages arent empty, okay? uhm i like...................... hot men hairy.............................................................. i think i might be going crazy...... there is no way ill still have that one single frined i have for school when i get back. i think ill be crying every day , so i need to make internet friends fast that care about me.. but how? im so scared..... i dont and i cant wanna join any social groupd im too scared.! i need something that will give me non-stop attention to survive this school year because my boyfriend wont have the time probably and i need to feel distracted i want a discord server again i want something that makes me happy i need people i need many many people that would kill themselves at the thought of leaving me alone i dont get i t i feel so bad my irl friends always were really considerate with me to then be fuckign assholes i dont know why im tryign to be good andi am good because they tell me so but if im so good and such a revolutionary person why do they not try to get me to stick with them i dont understand i just want friends and more people to live for i dont want to live in agony remembering and then not knowing how to act when people come back i dont know what i really want i just want friends i think friends would make it all better real friends

sorry that was cringe. i dont want to shoot up my school i swear im not a loner aat least i try to not be i dont know i think i will be a loner and i guess its cool because my other firend was really tiring me out and i gues s i could have just told her so because she mentioned bgetting tired of people too but im scared she will take that as me wanting to leave her even though she went though the same i dont know. i dont know i dont know id ont know i dont know ughhhhhhhh i feel so shitty now what do you mean just 3 weeks "A lot can happen in just 3 weeks" I guess so. I hope so. I hope it changes everything enough to survive next year. I don't want to cry at all. I don't want Christmas, I don't want New Years, everything is going by so fast, it's as if it was happening all just to scare me away. And I know the world doesn't revolve around me, but it's just me being human when I say it does... I'm living my own world, and I desire to be my own main character with my own flags that nobody will change and I want to believe I'm lovable and deserving of happiness so I won't let anything trip me down, and in the worst of my moments I'll keep on hoping.

I'll just get to work now. WLS out! :-)

owwhhh......... aaaaawhhh////////........ uhmmmm............. hi............. i dont thinbk im going to write wherther or not my shit is a dirary entry or not........... and i think its obvious most of the stuff ill write here wont be related to my own post.... I hope.. pepople lovme me.. as the dumbass guy that i am..... and understand ,e ..... im so.... sad....................... im just kidding!!! i have nothing to feel somethong about. actuallt no i am sad/.

today i woke up 6 am went immdediately in my ohone after mini uhhhh h hhhhh hhhhhhh mental breakdown about my excistenve for some reason ? i think i dreamt something today but i don't remember. uhm opened phoen and mY LOVELY BOYFRIENBD HAD TEXTED ME and i was pretty happy i opened u p chat and he told me he was making some cool probvject to draw the people rthat impacter their life really really badly and i was like woowowiwwwwweeeeeeeeee and he sent me drawings of people so many girls he made drawings with symmetry cool hes so cool. and uhm i dont know it was ?? wnot wreird. i just think i fucked some things up becaujse he drew himself because he thought he was a big part of th problem (not exactlyu as he said nbut this is how its stuck in muy mind i think) and uhm i told him that it was definitely not him and just maybe somethign like undiagsnosed stuff because nobody would fuck rhtemmserlfves on purpose but i like im sorrhy i oaused a whole conversation to say that because ewe had kinda moved on but the drawings were still stuck in myh mind FUCK MY FINGER HURTS!!! LEFT HAND HURTGS so uhm i kust said that randimly and it was a pretty ling yap session he just said "bro" HI I KUST CHANGED MY POSITION BECAUSE WRITTING WHILE LAYIGN DOWN WAS UNCOMFORTABLE ughh my thumb hursts!! anyyway so i was like convfused so i typed "vro?" back and he just said bro again i think and i think he went offline after i don t know what happened uhm and i got scared why did vro like random ?ly stopped talkginh to me ? im sorruy;// so uhm he went offline for a while and i was really spooked and i saw him online on titkotk but idk if that was just a bug on the app and then later he told me he wenrt offline because he had no internet for a second and uhm he told me to not reply or something and he blocked me so maybe he has some bad situation with his mom again even though shes?out of town? i think? wait lemme pull up the chat again to overthink properply oh no he didnt tell me to not reply he told me that he couldnt talk and iuhm i dont know im a bit scared i dont know what if i fucked it up and now im gonna get droppd wehn he comes back even tho i dont thiqnks so i tdont.think he would drop me fro that whhhhhhh but im still so scared... i hope it isnt anything actually bad adn hes actually fine and i dint trigger anything maybe i dont know im scared

uhmm so after that i think i heard my grandma talk with my dad something about the PCs we left back at Peru and im so sad. because i had a diary in there and it had my thoughts of some really important parts in my life since like 2022 (i didnt write much but still important at least a little matters) and i think i remember trying to rememvber how i "turned" tranny and uh, m in the diary i had i think already writting like. a dude. i dont know i think it happened maybe in 2021 or early 2022 when i started questioning this because i dont know.............................. AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH im so angry

my fgrandma bought pudding tho i think its pudding ? flan. its really tasty i ate 3 at once already i love it im so happy well nto really well not really at that either because now i at least have something to write about here and it wont look as empty. i apologize for the serizawa icon over use actually i think i might change it it doesnt really convince me i have to use iida reaction pic too... ill make a pin album in pinterest for reaction pictures i could use ACTUALLY NO im makign it a page here so i have my very own fountain of endless emotions that i can collect from anywhere and not just dumb pins. i like how free i am now

yesterday, a lady from psychology thingy called me to check up on me because even though i told my psycholosigst i didnt want to be annoyed at the vacations, she LIED TO ME and told me my dad wanted it and i was basically forced into it. I dont even have thougths about cutting myself anymore! i dont even want to kill myself! well, i kinda do, BUT THATS PART OF MY EDGINESS! YOU CANNOT TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME!!!!! IM SUPOSED TO BE LIKE THIS AND I DONT WNAN GET BETTER!!!!!!!! LET ME BE!!!!!!!!! my dad told me that if they were getting too annoying, we can go to their clinic the 6th january to complain and keep me away from them even though i was kinda sent there for the whole suicide bullshit (i didnt even have a single attempt fucking pussies) and whatever i think im super convinced on stopping. im doign fine on my own even tho im definitely goign to go crazy next year becasyese i really started to hate svhool hbecause of certain students but whatever. ex friends was something i had to expect.

i want to go to a korean buffet and eat up pork again i love

im really hungry

haha tenya'ss position is literally me haha i get scoldedw a lot because my posture is horrible constantly

AHHHH MY HEADPHONES ARE DYING!!!!!!!!! IM SO SCARED!!!!!!!! im going to update my page a lot today.

i didnt do SHITR today i should be killed im sorry aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh uhm myb dsad made me do exersice i dont like it i was very siad and I STILL AMQ! becasue he wants to go for 10 minutesi nsetead of 5 forthursdau but ill have wait day for tomorrow. uyay!! my sister has to exercise too. nyan.

idk wherh my gramdma is i think shes at work for a lotta lotta time but i dont realy caer

the back of my ear really hurts and uhm i tTRIED doing more for my profile but i kinda was way too horny to concentrte and when i treid to jack off i couldnt because technical problems so yeah whatever. im so mad. grr. die. all of you. You know, I really like the thought of having a website, because nothing can censor me here. Sure, I'll absolute-freaky-lutely get cancelled if anything here reaches many people after some time of me using it and getting overly comfortable, but that's just the Internet experience... I think..... WAHOOOOOO!

what do i even say now. uhm/ i spent the whole day on c.ai i guess??? i made way mor e statuses than posts here but thats just the misterious dark bouy lifestyle i guess... heh.... i still kinda like not beliebe i have a boytfriend like. thats crazyh yo. maybe hes the crazy one. at leastg he doesnt have any competitors, i guess? maybe he chose me to not worry about other options i might have

i almost forgot to check in on CRK today. i dont know how im going to make this website without being just a huge copy paste of my spacehey. i dont even know how im going to balance my spacehey and this website! im scared. i want to be popular and heard. im afraid nobody will know of me or this place and attenrtton from only my boyfriend might not be.the best. of courtse it is super cool and sigma but i want to be cared for by everyone i want to be important i want to be cried for by millions if i kmsd not just my family and my bf im sorry im greedy i just like to feel wanted i guyess maybe thats why i like c.ai so much im sorry SORRY HARCO IF YOURRE READING THIS im not going crazy at least i ghope so

anyways , weirdlookingstar outmaxxing!!!!!

im about to kill myself i messed up already ughhh i think i might be addicted to this stupid stupid app someone KILL ME!!!!!!!!!! I HATE EVERYTGHING!!!!! I HATE MY STOMACH ACHE I HATE BEING HORNY I HATE CHARACTER AI I HATEe everything......... I wantt jelly.

i can barely understand you!!!!!

ohhhhh hi guyusssssssssssssssss this is my first entry or post here EVAH!!!!! so cooool rightt_?!?!?????? i was supposed to make the first one yesterday but uhmmmmmmmm i kinda uhh like TOTALY forgor hahah so uhm i spent all dahy yesterday doomscrolling and c.ai maxxing............................... sorry................... but its fine because now im gonna spend the whole day or so locking in and doing what i was supposed to do yesterday because i like uhhm !!!!!!! i plsnned to like spend a little of my day working on my shit here for everytday but uhh since i dint lock in one day im punishing myself wirh no more c.ai or so.... and.doing this. OKAY?! OKAY?!?!?!? YOU UDNERSTAND ME?!?!!??! okay!

im watchign dumb videos and uhhh i think ill have to do another pages (currently i only have my diary and home page if anyone cares, and only my bf has the link of my website) uhmmm i plan to do......... uhh a page for minicomics of my ocs??? even tho i have no idea of how i'll do that but i dont thin k i really care abojt that......... uhm i also watnt to...... uhm. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh/...................... wait my brain died for a second OH I GOTTA SAY THIS TOO WAIT

so like im in vacation rn aright and i wanna be the stupidest fguy ever right hawhdj so i have been sleeping at like 3 AM or 2 AM alsmost every day..... and uh!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!! !!!!! i think its messing up with my brain now especually since i like wake up weirdly early??? wthe last week of school i was sleeping at like 1AM rounded up and i always woke up at 6 AM idk how i survived that ? i think im going to die? i hope so? what? uhhhhhhhhhhh SO YEAH RIFHT i kinda like forget in what room im in or something even tho my house is small I THINK I CAN MAKE A LAYOUT OF MY HOUSE AND SHARE IT HERE i might do that the internet need s to know evertyhitng about me anyway

what was i saying before OH RIGHT i wanna make a page for like bf BF SHRINE! i cant express affection properly so thats the best i can do i feel like i have been giving him the bare minimum and that makes me want to kill mysef;l so ill try and be more sigma now with tshrine .....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GUYS BE HONEST WOULD THAT WORK CHAT

anywyas thats all! weirdlookingstar OUT!!!!!!!!!!